I am filled with anger.
I want to look you in the face and scream at you.
Nothing is the same.
Best friends this.
This is not a case of we were best friends before and we should be best friends after.
It was never JUST best friends alone to being with.
This is a case of me subtly being demoted to just like any one else standing in the room around us.
You don't get to cut part of me away and just keep the parts that you like.
I am so much more then what you treat me as.
And i don't give a fuck if these are just angry words,
but best friends seems impossible and extremely hypocritical to be used on you and me.
Yes i am embracing my angst and there nothing you can do about it.